02 November 2011

You came..

and I thank You for that 15-30min of Your precious time.

I've decided to blog after doing my assignment at this hour because I really feel like doing this.

Today, God reminded me of 2 things :

  1. Make time for Me despite of your projects.

    I was out with Hunn after school for dinner, and present hunting for his 19th birthday. And then because I took up quite a fair bit of time in school, trying to kick start on my peer teaching notes for tomorrow's commskills, he wasn't very very happy. He came down after school, just to spend time with me. Yup. I was FULLY aware.

    After walking around with him, I suddenly felt that I should tell him something, and this is what I told him " Babe, I don't want to ever neglect you because of my studies and projects. I never want to.

    Just then, the HS asked me this " How about God? "

    At that very moment, I know, that just by saying those words to Hunn, I am also being reminded of what I SHOULD say to my Lord.

  2. "You can give without loving, but you can't love without giving.

    I was attempting to pray in the room alone before my siblings come home. Even more convicted to do that because of that encounter with him outside.

    And so I started praying, I was praying for an amount, or rather a confirmation of the amount for this A&E, and I felt that the amount kept coming into my mind. I was a little afraid. Because I really don't know how would I ever attain that amount, given that I am intending to spend quite a lot for babe's 19th, and also, my tuition assignment has been suspended. I was afraid. Really.

    Thus, I decided to tell God how I am feeling, like I really don't know if this is even possible or not. I've calculated, I would have to not spend $$ AT ALL for 4 months. God's grace!

    God being sooooo inspriring, just said " You cannot love without giving. "
    Just this 5 words. Just these words, they are enough for me to want to by all means fulfil this amount.

    Now, I am only gonna do my best, and let God do the rest~

    TYJ!!

    I HOPE IN HIM,
    and His hope doesn't disappoint... (rom 5:5)
    GOD IS SO GOOD!


** on top of all these, I finally have my iPhone 4s from my siblings! TYJ for such great people in my life.
** babe was rather sweet to put my alarm for my school yesterday without telling me.
I was still very shock to hear my alarm this morning! HEH!
** babe bought a cup of warm tea when he knows that I was feeling cold.

TYJ


2 comments:

XINYING said...

YES!! God's grace! Jiayou Dor! Let's believe God tgt for his provision! This 4 months is gonna be exciting! JIAYOU!!! :D

DOROTHY TAN said...

ahh! thank you so so much :D YUP! WE WILL GO THROUGH THIS VICTORIOUSLY WITH CHRIST! :D