Its all About ME !:D

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21 November 2009

SL training camp '09.

17Nov-19Nov09

Hayati's 16th Birthday.

18Nov09

Graduation Day '09.

20Oct 09

Right, I'm finally here blogging AGAIN.
I thought I could actually enjoy myself right after O'levels, but I was wrong man! HAH! Had band practices and then performances and then camp ... AMAZING..
But overall, I've totally enjoyed myself! [=

I'VE GAINED WEIGHTTTT!!!!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

2kg!!!! =(

Anyway, it come to a point where I don't really know where to start from. Great!
Yesterday was KEVIN'S birthday! AHAHAH, Finally 16 aye! Went out with Kevin, Hayati & kor. And then I had to go for cell meeting! It was fantastic man![: But, because I was suppose to lead games& testimony, I was ultra nervous! I mean, REALLY NERVOUS! Thank God, I managed to just squeeze my way through!

Today
Amali, Fadhli and I went to CCPS to teach the girls!HAH, hoping that we'll earn some money! *hints* It was a great experience, I say. But again, Mr De was spending most of the time telling his stories! HAH!. Went to Windworks and THE FLUTE THERE IS THE BOMB!Hah, the wooden flute feels awesomely SEXY man! (: Went to look for mummy(: Had curry fish head with her and then tao suan and then pear! (LOVELY) DAMNNN FULL!
Am gonna get Chin Lun's card and fly home to do it =)

He said that He loves me for who I am.
And He told me that I should have more confidence in myself...
iloveyou

2 other people, told me that I ought to have more confidence in myself. *SIGH* Where did I left that confidence at?

OH MY GOODNESS!
I MISS Qinaide!! (Hopefully you're reading this!)
You left at 3pm. The time that you hated badly!
FASTER COME BACK!! (:
When I'm online, you're not. Best lo!

UNCLE TAN's FARRRR AWAY!
Better pray hard that you won't be able to hear my sexy voice! I want to get healed!
AHAHAHAH!
And, I love COLOURFUL stuffs, not you (:

in whatever situations you're in,
go back to the 1st reason, because He loves.

I need that patience from You..

08 November 2009

WELL DONE PEEPS(:

Look, Jiawei and Kailun have grown up!! Am ultra proud of them(:

Guess what, it's 1year and 1day anniversary for 34th NCO![:
Just by looking at those pictures, moved my heart. Every picture tells a story. A story that can no longer further express how we felt. Because it's when you are there, then you'll understand.

Right,
After Robb Thomson's message, I don't even know what was I doing. I didn't have that patience..
That patience to wait upon His name.
Day after day, I read the Word. I realised that even the old testimon speaks about being a true worshiper that will please Him.
And yup, a true worshiper is not just about one who just worshiping for the sake of worshiping,but one who mean every word he/she speaks & of course to wait upon Him until He turns up..

"Many can pray, but how many can wait?"

My eldest brother once mentioned about this.
Such a simple sentence but yet means a lot..

Dear Lord, if i takes me a million years to be able to see You, I am willing to wait. But then again, all need is You. I know it needs Perseverance and of cause Faith to it. So help me through these times. For, without You I'm nothing..
iloveyou[:

You're Amazing..

31 October 2009

5 days of O levels had past us by, and it's amazing to see how God actually see us through...
When I felt lonely, like as though there are no one else who truly understand how I feel, He's always there.
How do I know that it's Him?
It is the very fact that He placed His humongous arms around my fragile shoulders and embraced me...
I'm sure, no one else can replace that feeling.
THANK GOD FOR PULLING ME THROUGH THESE 5 INTENSE DAYS! more to come .

I LOVE FERRIS WHEEL!
and i really do!!!
I'm so gonna change my blogskin and revive this book of craps after O's!
I ought to polish up my 5 stones, to slay the remaining few GOLIATHS! WAYTOGO!!

Oh well, it's just amazing to begin to realise things that are so amazing! INTERESTING?
Yups,

indeed, the closer you get to that someone, the higher the expectation you have for him/her.
It somehow made the little things matter the most.
Small things get big, and Big things bigger.
WOW.

lalalalalalalalalala
I really can't wait for O's to end.
I wanna go out with my beloved NCO-ers!
I wanna go for a swim!
I wanna go for blood donation!
I wanna go overseas!
I wanna go for a home-movie-marathon!
I wanna change my hair colour.
I wanna go for CGM!
I wanna go for MO practices!
I wanna PLAY THE MIYAZAWA FLUTE (79419)!
I wanna watch mysister's keeper.
I wanna bake!
I JUST WANT TO GET OVER AND DONE WITH THIS O MONSTER!!!

soon..
[[=
yup,
very very soon,
off i go, 0240am
GOODnight & goodMORNING WORLD!

On this very day..

19 October 2009

LAP 16! HERE I COME! =]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
Happy 16th year of seeing me grow mummy(:

=]

MUMMY&PAPA! THANK YOU FOR GIVING BIRTH TO ME!
Mummy: Thank you for being the pillar of this family. Thank you for loving me no matter what. Thank you for caring for even the slightest matter in my life. Thank you for being so chatty ALL THE TIME. Thank you for giving me your genes. Thank you for taking care of me for 16years. Thank you for EVERYTHING!
iloveyou!
Papa: Thank you!
For there's no one that will be willing to suffer like you, to persevere like you..
iloveyou
Siblings: Too many to mention!
Thank you all for always being so LAME in my life!..
Especially KORKOR!
Thank you all for loving me (ahem!)
Thank you all for being so noisy even though it's midnight!
Thank you all for making the effort to come together most of the time to celebrate one of our birthdays!
Thank you for taking care of me for16 years.(except for that PIG!)
...too much la...
Thank you:
Vincent korkor
FAUSTINAjiejie
JEFFkorkor
Vinny jiejie
Raymond korkor
XENAjiejie
Jackson korkor
Nelson!
=]
ilovemy family!!

Okay! Not forgetting my spiritual family! E397.
My spiritual mummy : CHAN, for guiding me for the past 3 years!.
For teaching me.
Loving me.
Being there when I needed someone.
...
YOU'RE AMAZING!
My spiritual godma!HAHA! : MINGLI, for giving countless advices and encouragements.
For being a role model to me.
Caring.
Always ready to encourage me.
...
To YG, Ian, QQ, Johan : Thank you all so very much for running this race until today! ILYpeeps!
And the rest of the cell, YOU PEEPS ARE AWESOME!=]
(you know what I mean )

For my friends and more friends: Thank you so much for having the patience to tolerate me!(:

Last but not least, YOU!
Thank You for creating me. For giving me your endless grace and mercy!
For the strength, for the love.
You are truly the reason why I live!
iloveyou JESUS!(:

idon'tlikethisFEELING!

27 September 2009

Oh my goodness, this is what I need!
WAHAHAH!
Yup! Indeed, I shouldn't fear for I know and I trust in You.
I know that You'll help me through these times. Especially the times when I feel like giving up. No, Wait, I WILL NOT GIVE UP! For I'm gonna do all these for You! To Glorify You! If I want to run this race, I must persevere!

"6 Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God;
7 and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus."
Philippians 4:6-7

But seriously, I don't really know why im feeling like this suddenly.

But then again, He's my stress killer!

Never fail to comfort me and give me the peace that is sufficient.

Counting down now..

29days.

But then again, there's nothing to be worried about..

For I know that You are always there.(:

thankyousoverymuch.

iloveyou.

unconditional love.

23 September 2009

Engraved love.
Day after day, Your love gets even more real.
i am a nobody, You noticed me.
i was lost, You found me.
i fell down, You stretched out your hands.
i hated myself, You love me.
i was discouraged, You encouraged me.
i was afraid, You protected me.
i tried to please others, and You told me that You love me for who I am.
i disappoint you countless time, You forgave me.
i hurt You without realising, You embraced me in Your arms.
i gave up on myself, You told me that I can.
...
i turned away from you, You waited for me patiently.
...
i took one step, and You ran towards me.
i apologised, and You just wrapped me with Your wide arms, tightly, and say "My dear, even before you apologise, I've forgiven you. Not because I have to, but because iloveyou."

This is the only love that can fill the emptiness in me.
This is the only love that brings me up when I'm down.
This is the only love that I trust.
This is the only love that will always be engraved deep in my heart.

now i just want to say :"iloveyou Lord"
not because i have to, but because i really do.

I'm finally over and done with PRELIMS!

Am going for 9pm-3am prayer meeting later!

*excited!*

indeed, ask and you shall receive.